Let It Go

HEY!

Okay,for this next entry i suggest people who does not feel like going to bed early.rather not read.
Thanks for your cooperation.

Now.
can i ask one simple question.
Are you the bad guy when you change and your friends does not like that?
this is my opinion,so i appreciate no criticism.
well,this year i have a very important exam.
i change a lot of aspect in my life so i can face the exam with a smile.
i enter the hostel life,studied my IQ out and be as active as possible,for securing straight a's.
i know the result is in the hands of God but i am not slouching around.
I will not work hard on the eleventh hour.i am starting now.
all my achievements will bring great pleasure to my family who plays the biggest aspect in my changes.
i do not want to be a failure,i aim to be successful.
Next,a bad aspect i notice and i guess my friends notice.
i seem to ignore my friends..
yeahx2,i knowx2...
you should not leave friends just because of studies.
i get it,i do.
but then,it is something i can not get rid of right now.
that is the truth.i can not make fake promises i can change back.
so.
if people who hates me just increase in number,it is up to you.
i can not go beg and say sorry for my personality.
like i said,i can not promise changes.
i am only hoping you give me time to achieve my main goal this year.
you think i like being hated?you think i like being annoying?
Then,you are wrong.
if you want to express your hate towards me,go ahead.
i can handle the sharp words..like a saying goes"sticks and stones might hurt me,but words will never break me".
it does hurt me inside but i found ways of hiding it.
i can lose all of my friends..i know.
but one thing is still keeping me together.
i know that my family will always be there for me.
Tuhan is watching over me and i can ask for forgiveness from him cause his forgiveness means more than anything else in this world.
Say that i am pretending to be a goody girl.that is your thought.
my past mistakes is still haunting me but i will always try to fight for a brighter tomorrow.
so,that is all..
see ya


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