Monkey :3

Hey Hi and Hello

Well,probably my post title is weird..
:D but , i have a reason for that.

I wanna express something actually,
don't read if you don't need to.

I have feelings, emotions and hormones.
So please don't blame me if i hurt someone and vice versa.


It's not that i'm not grateful.
Nor am i a fool.
But i think i have a crush on someone else than my boyfriend,
Shh if you have any critics!

It's not that i like him,
I think he's O.K.A.Y lah
But (maybe i'm paranoid or something =.=) he is something else,
he ALWAYS get on other people nerves before answering their question
but with me,i ask he answers.
Thanks ! for not getting on my nerves but why ?
It's not like i want to hurt you if you get on my nerves.
I'll just be pissed off,that's all.


Secondly,
You know there are two routes to your place, right?
But why chose the route near me,you can follow your friend using the other route you know.
I gave you treats before,so what?
I gave treats to mostly everyone i'm close to.


Maybe i am paranoid or something , hurm
But i can't get these facts of my head.

Especially when your friend said that
'eh kamy,Try persuading him.If you persuades him enough,he'll do it'
Like what now?
So,if i persuade him enough,he won't listen.
But the weird thing is,
i tried persuading him and he actually tried doing what i asked him to do.
Mostly when someone ask him for a favor , he'll go
'Alah,you find someone else lah.I'm no good'
and repeat that sentence till that person goes away.

Ok.
I am paranoid.
Why would he like me?
i mean,he knows i have a boyfriend.
He knows my traits. Good and Bad
He knows that i'm not that easy to get close to.
He knows me well enough not to like me.
So why am i feeling all the complete opposite?

He knows i have a boyfriend but he doesn't care.
He knows my traits(good and bad) but he doesn't mind.
He knows that i'm not easy to get close to but he'll try.
He knows me well enough not to like me but he does.

Does he like me?<----- (stupid question) AH!
NO! No. no.. no? yes?
Whatever lah.
Your choice if you like me or not.

Haha,i think i'm just paranoid.
Night everyone,sleepy already.
See ya,sweet dreams :D