Paranoid

Hi Hello and Hey :)

Oh my!
It's already March ? How time flies.
It's been weeks since i last posted.
Had no time to post not to be honest :D
I just didn't have to posting mood for these past weeks.

Well,
From the title of my post you must think i have lose my conscious.
Sorry to say,I'm still stable.

To start this post,
I can easily say Mr. Monkey : I like you .. Kut! xD
I know this is so awfully weird but i THINK i do.
But i'll just keep on saying NO till he says something or says nothing at all.

On the meanwhile,
My current relationship with my Boyfriend has been splendid.

UNTIL..
I made it public.
Gosh! Get off my back.
Why do you care if i date?
I'm happy. Aren't you glad ?
For once , I can smile a REAL smile for everyone else.
And you want to take that away?
Not to be rude or harsh or mean.
But please.
Haven't you taken away most of my happiness away before.

Back Off.
I finally found a guy who can be my best friend and my love.
Yea , yea.
I'm young.So what?

This is my life.
To choose my path, To choose the route i wanna take, To choose my future.
You can only guide me.
You can't force to follow yours.
I WON'T let you.

I was literally happy with my Boyfriend until you came along being all defensive.
It's not that i don't appreciate,I do.
But can't you trust me?I'm a big girl
Stop looking at me like I'm that 5 year old kid who likes stuffing candy in her mouth.

You can't guard me forever.
I'll grow into a Woman someday.
And you can no longer control me.
I'm on my own two feet.

Let me learn to live independently.
Let me walk on my own two feet.
Look at me like the Teen I am now.
Look at me and trust me.

The only reason I'm rebelious is because you lack trust in me.
Start trusting me and I'll start being more Mature.

Wow.
A long post I've made.
Haha :)
All my hearts content are out , i think.

Toodles then,
See ya :)