Missing You

Oppa , I miss you.

Hey hi and hello everyone.

Well , today I'm just gonna talk about my Oppa .

Nothing else.

So , I asked you not to criticize this simple post of mine .

Mmm..

It started when my grandparents were talking about his family .

Being lazy , I barely took notice of what's happening . 

Then , when a boy's certain age and my name was said . 

My senses fling into action . 
I immediately ease drop! haha xD
He was compliment by my grandpa who said he goes to the mosque.
I was like "I miss you , ....." 
Yea.It hurt how much I miss him.


Damn feelings.
I hate it how much I miss him but at such wrong times.
Urgh . Why must you come back in my mind?
Oppa... How did we left each other's life?
Why didn't we remain friends?
When will we ever be friends again?
Where is the friendship we once had?
Who tore us apart?
So many questions..So many feelings. 
For one specific guy.


Urgh.I hate this feeling but I Love the guy.
Can't I forget him just like blows of wind through my strains of hair.
It's not that I hate the feeling of being in love , it's just I hate the fact that it's at the wrong time.
Live life as a student right.


I don't wanna waste my time being so called 'in love' if it's not real.
I like knowing love exist just not now.
Nothing might change now but who knows.
Life's complicated.
You can't expect anything to stay the same.


So, 
see ya.