Here Me Out , Love

Hey Hi and Hello Bloggers of the World.

Well this post of mine is gonna be sorta long so don't stay if you don't want to.
It's something i want one person to read.
I know i am wrong.
But here me out first , i am not expecting forgiveness.
I just want you to listen for a moment :)

Ok.
I admit it.
I've been cruel throughout the times before PMR
I know i wasn't that friendly
I'm all emo
i give u answers like i don't care
and i just concentrated on one friend more than you
Damn it! i know I'm wrong but you should have at least tried talking to me like you used to after PMR.
Ok,maybe i should have tried as well
but i guess i was to hype that PMR is damn over.

When were you cast aside?
Why do you feel like you're cast aside?
Who cast you aside?
How did you think you were cast aside?

Look love.
I know i have been giving you the cold shoulders before PMR.
My answers were simple and distant when you talked to me.
I chose another friend to talk you than you.
I talk to people whose distant are farther from me than you are.
I ignored you most of the time when you wanted or needed me.
I talk behind your back and felt no guilt.
I hated your attitude when mine was worse as well.
I know i have more faults i myself can point out.

You tried to fit in,at least you tried.
You tried,i didn't.
You really think i am close to these group of friends ?
You're closer to them cause you tried.
They care for you more than they care for me.

You contributed to these group of friends.
Don't you realize that?Financially yes and other ways as well.
Your opinion matters,everyone's opinion matters.

YEA.
I miss you.Is that so hard to believe?
I may not talk to you during those times before PMR.
That doesn't mean i don't care.
Doesn't mean i despise u
Doesn't mean i think your crap,Heck! maybe i'm the crap.
I wasn't there when at times you needed me?
In those 3 years,love.
I've seen you cried.
You've seen my cried.
I saw you giggle seeing your crush.
I saw you turn from an english girl to a total fangirl.

I'm not being little goody two shoes.
But i am sick of posting like i am on a rampage.
You're just gonna be more distant.
Yea,I didn't miss the old you during May or June.
I can't go back in time to change my mistakes.
I know I've hurt you.
I'm human love.
I can't stay the same every year,i change and you do to.

I can't say anything more since i think my fingers are tired from typing and i don't really know what else i can say through the web.
If we meet during result day,let's talk.
And i mean as friends.. not as strangers.
You've changed.I've changed.
We're not the same anymore.
But we've gotta cope with changes in life.

I'm sorry I've been distant.
Sorry I've been cruel
Sorry I've treat you like your not important to me
Sorry I've let you down at times.
But as i said,I can't change the past.
But we can change to future together as friends :)

That's all,
see ya

Aishiteru

Hey Hi and Hello!
It's been a long tme since i updated my blog.
I've been busy with games and sleeping xD

Well,i have some interesting news,well for me it is.
hehehe.

I have a Boyfriend
Boo!

see ya,random much!right?
:') night2 people of bloggers

Hehe ♥ ~

Hey hi and hello bloggies :D

Well erm.. hehe!
Weird right?I'm suddenly laughing like a maniac on steroids!

Well,Maybe the holidays won't be so dull and grey for me.
Well,well.. Little old me.
♥ dovy again in her silly mind.

Bye2 post. Sikit molek!
Nak main game!!

Stop!

Hey and hi to everyone who is reading this blog of mine :)

I wanna do a little well it seem maybe more of an expression of feelings.
I don't recommend anyone read this.
My words might be sharp,so it's not too late to stop reading this. XD

If you wanna comment or critic,
PLEASE Don't cause this is my feelings like yours.
Unless you have no feelings like a robot you are allowed to comment :D

An expression that i know will let me breath after this.

If you don't expect us to care,
than we won't.
But stop complaining behind our backs.
Its called LAME.
I'm talking on the web cause it seems you're a ghost that i can never meet.
When i wanna talk to you,
You're like a Know-It-All.
Acting all high and mighty.
You say "when did i do such things?!"
Well,if you can't talk to your own friends,
then we were never friends from the start.
Cause friends talk to each other,smiles or not.

hahaha,done! 4 now.
see ya latger.
playing sims!

ZARA Village

HEY HI AND Hello :)

Guess what?School is hours away from ending for this year !
HAHAHA,this feels awesome if it weren't for the bad mood i am in.. XD

Well,i wanna post something a little bit sweet and a LOT of nasty for those who think this is meant for them :P

For one thing i am so gonna miss my friends from ZARA Village.
What is ZARA Village?

Well,here is a brief explanation through my point of view.
Like i said,MY point of view.

ZARA is a combination of Zahrawi and Razi.
The name of the classes that the villagers of ZARA Village have been true to.
Well some of the original form 1 have been loyal till the last day.
And i guess i am one of them! hahaha(agak koya tapi itu kenyataan,DEAL with it)

ZARA was never something the villagers felt when they were in form 1 and 2 but this year is different.
This is the LAST year ALL of us will be together in one same class.
AUW~ I am so gonna miss being with my fellow villagers.

10 REASONS i am so gonna MISS the TRUE villagers of ZARA Village:

1) You guys make me go nuts with the noise we make when teachers are not around

2)We have been boycott at least by one teacher EVERY year

3)We had our fair share of fights throughout the years but hey! we manage to talk each other without scratching someone's face

4)I can go on the weirdest rampage sometimes and you guys act like you don't care and i thank you for that XD

5)We can not not talk to each other for a matter of seconds before someone blurted something so RANDOM we went on talking as usual
6)The girls have their own cliques but the boys are own big gang!(there is only 8 guys,no wonder.right?)

7)We all can agree on 1 thing: K- POP has attack most of us

8)We are there for each other when one of us needed our strength the most

9)We talk behind each other backs but we still manage to forgive and forget the next day and act like nothing happen

10)Most of ALL.No matter the fights,some curse word here and there,some boycotts that might had happen,some isolation that was given,the BAD gossips we spread,the fights we sometime get into,the childish quarrels we create,the mistakes we had made before to each other and some hurtful times we made each other gone through.

We ALWAYS come through for each other because even though this

might seem silly.We are FAMILY of FRIENDS.

And family are always there when you need them.
I L♥VE ZARA Village
And the TRUE villagers who had not only stayed in Zahrawi till after PMR but also who were they through the good and bad times together :')

that's all.. hahaha
see ya next time peeps!
♥

Suka Suki

http://youtu.be/jKHLCDhns6o

Tagged You;re IT!

HEY hi AND hello PEOPLE
:D

I've been tagged my lovey Anis a.k.a Menny versi perempuan :P
So here's my way of easy-less-work-for-me typing(i'll copy paste yours anis :D)


Here's the RULES

-Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

-Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post
-Create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer and must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.


-Name:Fatimah.Irdina.Kamelia
-Status:Complicated as always
-Age:15 years 1 month 3 days
-Eldest of two/youngest of six (choose your pick) :)
-Student of SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher
-LOVE wait! no ,i CRAVE chocolate (CHOCAHOLIC)
-Must be a Doctor
-I am famous for stupid silly Mood Swings :)
-What do i do when i'm bored:Sleep,Dance,Sing and Eat!
-Friends are not how considerate that person is,it's how they put up with you vice versa
-Last but maybe the least: I Love YOU all of you who have been part of my life :)

Answers for dear Anis :

-Kamy
-For now Cody Simpson
-Maher Zain - Open Your Eyes
-No,i have none.I rarely go blog walking
-Last year... I think
-Didn't check so i randomly pick Matluthfi
-Neither or either, Single
-Sure
-Blue
-Sure. My friends are nuts but so am I :)
-Indon drama. Nada Cinta[Love u both Veto and Ricky] XD

Done! Finally.. My Questions :D

> Your pet name <
> Favorite food and WHY <
> Why do you blog <
> Choose! Chocolate or Latte <
> Favorite novel. Say the title,please <
> You Are a Football fan of ...... <
> An addict to ?(eg:Chocaholic) <
> Status <
> Favorite band <
> What's your favorite time of day and WHY <
> Will you answer the above questions XD <

Tagging all of You
http://mytruebelog.blogspot.com/
http://nea124.blogspot.com/
http://jiwaragafullstop.blogspot.com/
http://afrinaellya.blogspot.com/
http://fucktheway.blogspot.com/
http://anismaryna.blogspot.com/
http://cokelathidupku.blogspot.com/
http://colourhidupku.blogspot.com/
http://najwaarazak.blogspot.com/
http://wwwainathira.blogspot.com/
http://aina-syuhada.blogspot.com/

and I am DONE!

Da~ Da~ everyone.
Ngantuk dah, see ya people :)