Monday, October 1, 2012
Mr. Rainbow
Posted by Kamy Meow~ at 9:02 AM 0 comments
Carnival
Hey Lovely Blog.
I miss you so much but I've been busy,lazy and procrastinating to update you.
Sorry -.-
Well.
This is going to be a simple and short post.
But,I'm warning you right now.
After this post.Another one's coming.
And it'll be longer than you expect.
Well,recently.
The SKK Carnival was held at Semenza's field.
The carnival was not bad.Really fun actually.
Well,I took part in S.I.R [again Grr...]
Alhamdulillah,got second *happy dance*
Well,before that.
I had help the school to set up the displays at our school's booth.
Not bad I do say so myself.
But oh well.
Though our booth didn't get the prettiest or whatever booth.
Ours was one of the most visited cause of the awesomeness radiating from the booth!
xD
Such lies.What is wrong with me tonight?!
No.We had a lot of fun activities,people were interested.
So yea.
Ok.
I met mr.rainbow that day as well.
Who is mr.rainbow you might ask.
I'll tell you that later bloggie ;)
See you later.
:* xoxo
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Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Rawr.Baby.Rawr
Hey fellow bloggers of the universe.
Watcha doing? :)
I feel like posting a little of what I wanna tonight.
Bored since tomorrow I ain't going to school,hehehe :3
What?!No one will be in class anyway.
They're all going to Kemahang.I'm not.
Not that well.I don't wanna burden my host parents.
Well,Alhamdulillah.
Day by day I'm much more at ease with myself.
Faris,I still love you.
But I'm better off right now.
Happy and content.
Well,I have a fake relay with a guy friend of mine.
First time I ever had a fake relationship.
It feels weird and yet right.
I don't love him but I like him as a friend for now.
It's mutual for us.
No heart break.Just fun and simple relationship.
Ok.
Getting sleepy.
Night night everyone.
See ya :*
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Saturday, August 25, 2012
:'(
- haha, bye syg. I love you.
- bye2 syg.. I Love You tooOh my...Why are you so close to my heart Faris?I can't do this.I can't.I can't look at you anymore without crying.I can't speak to you anymore without sobbing.I can't think of you anymore without making me insane.I can't love you anymore without breaking my heart.I can't delete you out of my heart,mind and soul.You...you broke me Faris.Just like Boboi,my first love,once did.But this time,its a thousand times worst.Cause I started to believe in love again when...you broke all that away for me.:'(I'm not strong Arif.I'm sorry.
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Friday, August 24, 2012
Bye Sayang.Hahaha
See you later,Alligator.I'm better off without you.
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Monday, August 20, 2012
Baby Giraffe
"Baby Giraffe Jahat! T.T"
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Sunday, August 19, 2012
Raya.Raya.Raya
29 Hari Ramadhan dengan 7 hari Aidilfitri
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Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Hai Misai
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Soldier
"The Grass Ain't Always Greener On The Other Side"
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Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Ne-Yo - Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself) - WITH LYRICS!
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Thursday, August 2, 2012
Dreams?
"I'm your fiancee."
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Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Outasight - Now Or Never [Official Lyric Video]
Now or Never
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Saturday, July 28, 2012
Kesabaran
"Will you test me to the limit?"
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Thursday, July 26, 2012
Justin Bieber ft Nicki Minaj - Beauty and A Beat (Lyrics)
I just love this song ;)
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"Faking a smile hurts as much as crying does"
You made a girl love you because... I don't know why you made me love you.
I don't regret it.
I smiled remembering the times we had.
No matter how short it was.
I missed you.
How you cared about me.
But then again.
That was all merely lies.sweet lies.
I don't know.
I cried enough but I still cry.
When I saw you today.
I smiled because I finally meet you.
But.
You wanna know why I acted all shy?
I remembered.
Everything came crashing down.
I remembered you never meant a word you said to me.
How everything felt like bees stung on my heart.
And when you smiled at me.
You didn't know how much it made my heart leap and fell hard.
I miss you.Oh how much I miss you.
But,you miss her.Don't you? :)
I don't blame you.I guess you truly love her.
I want to be a friend.a sister.
But all of that seems impossible to me now.
I can't get rid of my feelings for you.
One day,i will.
But I don't know when that one day will come.
I prayed to Allah SWT.
I tried my best,Mr.F but as I said.
I can't forget you.
I'll never stop asking Allah to make me like you as a friend.
InsyaAllah,Amin.
But if you and I are destined to be together.
Subhanallah.that's fate itself.
I can't say much.
Whoa.This is a long post.
Proof that girls emotions are very dragging,haha.
see ya people.
I have tuition :)
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Saturday, July 21, 2012
Stupid Jerk
I hate you.Why can't you just answer my call?reply my text?
NO.
I don't send you a billion text message.I don't call a million times.
But when I do,it means I miss you.
Stop making me miss you so much.
If you can see me now.
You'll probably laugh your head off first.
I look like a shipwreck.
But still,I miss you..you big fat idiot :'(
I don't care what the world thinks.
I Love You.
And I will continue to do so until you break my heart.
Not anyone else.
You gotta do it.
Urgh.
You big fat idiot.
I hate you so much for making me miss you.
I can't even concentrated in class and at home.
Do you know how painful it is to look at the phone and its not you?
Yea.Thanks for the person who text me.
But , I wanted it to be you.
Stupid idiot.
Why did you have to make me like you too?
We could have remain senior and junior without any of this mess.
I hate that you made me love you.
But I don't regret it.
Stupid Stupid jerk.
Do you think it's easy for me to like someone?
Well.kinda easy.
But to like a guy like you?
It was suppose to be totally impossible.
One: I don't do juniors.Never did.Especially not the one who was in the same country as me.
Two: You big fat jerk.You're not the type of people I mingle with.
Three: I don't have a reason to have known you.
Four: You are not the most sociable person in the world.
So yea.
Since,I like a person like you.
It's hard turning back time.Wait.It's impossible.
So,I have to live with the fact that I love you now.
But I don't know what you live by.
AH!
Ihateyousomuchyoubigfatjerk.Ihateyou.Ihateyou.Ihateyou....
I miss you =3=
You're pretty not oblivious to that.
Thanks a lot.
Haha.Big fat jerk.
See ya later.
I still miss you , you jerk.
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Friday, July 20, 2012
Tell Me Something I Don't Know
They never gonna change my mind ;)
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Saturday, July 14, 2012
Tears
Crying is when being strong is enough.
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Wink* Wink*
Baby , Thanks for everything.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Rawr.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Usher - Scream (Audio)
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND I WILL
:D
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Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Maher~
Hari Terbuka Kebitaraan Maher
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Monday, June 18, 2012
I am Me
Who are you to judge when you barely know much?
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Friday, June 15, 2012
An Article
NO COPY PASTE FROM THIS ARTICLE, Ok ? I'll know if you do ;)
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Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Missing You
Oppa , I miss you.
I immediately ease drop! haha xD
He was compliment by my grandpa who said he goes to the mosque.
I was like "I miss you , ....."
Yea.It hurt how much I miss him.
Damn feelings.
I hate it how much I miss him but at such wrong times.
Urgh . Why must you come back in my mind?
Oppa... How did we left each other's life?
Why didn't we remain friends?
When will we ever be friends again?
Where is the friendship we once had?
Who tore us apart?
So many questions..So many feelings.
For one specific guy.
Urgh.I hate this feeling but I Love the guy.
Can't I forget him just like blows of wind through my strains of hair.
It's not that I hate the feeling of being in love , it's just I hate the fact that it's at the wrong time.
Live life as a student right.
I don't wanna waste my time being so called 'in love' if it's not real.
I like knowing love exist just not now.
Nothing might change now but who knows.
Life's complicated.
You can't expect anything to stay the same.
So,
see ya.
Posted by Kamy Meow~ at 8:23 PM 0 comments
Maxie ^^
I Hate You , Maxie :P
Well,It's weird how you can feel for a guy in times of knowing him.
Oh well...
I really like him but then again.
I like being single and not having a care for dates and so called 'love'
Oh life.Thanks for being fair
See ya people :)
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Friday, May 11, 2012
Fool ;)
Fool me ? i don't think so.
'silly girl,you just got played'Haha.Boy,I'm playing you.
You're just too egoistic to see that *smirks*
Isn't it fun playing pyschology?You can win or lose.
Hey Hi and Hello Bloggers of the Night.
Guess i'm feeling feisty tonight.
I'm so sick of the fake 'I Love You'
Please..I wasn't born yesterday.I know when you're lying or when you're pouring your hearts content.
No girl should be played by a worthless guy like you.
Girls have value.
Our value is high.Try reaching that value and you will see.
How valued a woman is.
So,STOP.
Playing with our hearts,
Manipulating our trust.
Treating us like candies,
throwing away the ones you had enough.
I'm a girl,
I'm a future woman :)
I'll defend my gender,I'll defend my rights.
I am lover but I'll fight for love.
Ok.
Gotta go now.
night2 :)
Posted by Kamy Meow~ at 7:25 AM 0 comments
Insane!
Insanity as of now.
Hey hi and hello fellow bloggers.Yea.Insane.That's how mess up I feel right now.
Haha.
'Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe'
I just met you.So why am I this messed up?!
I need therapy,I so do.
To say that I am basically head over heals for you.
No.That's not the damn case.
Yet knowing that fact you told me.
I got hurt.BAD.Why was that?
Why am I so messed up -.-
Now with exam week, this stress ain't helping so much.
Why can't you just go away!
Haha,then again.
I miss you too much *bitter smile*
This is so messed up.
I'm not shaking.just trembling.haha.
Good joke from the english speaker who came to my school.
I Like You .... -.-
I can't really lie to myself.I'm me.
I need therapy,anyone willing to sponsor?haha.
Gotta go now , i guess.
See ya later ;)
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Monday, May 7, 2012
Silly Me
Silly.isn't?
I thought life was going great for me.Now.I feel like crying.
Hey Hi and Hello.
Been a long time since i updated.
Miss blogging.My one way ticket of a relieve heart.haha
Well,
er..haha.This is awkward.
Well to get a head's up notice.
I broke up with good terms so yeah.
We're still the best of friends just you know.
Friends :)
Next is Spell It Right sponsored by Kesukma was held recently.
Alhamdulillah got second place with my team mates.
Sic first place,Smip third,Smk Z(2) fourth and Smk KB fifth.
So yeah.
Spelling seems to be a good start for me.
And well.. next.
Today was very sweet~
I got chocolates and sweets from my friends who went to Langkawi.
And thank you to you Afzan! :)
That chocolate was damn awesome.
Love you for that,lol.
Well..
This is the latest thing I'm gonna tell.
Isn't it silly? When everything seems to go just right.
When one thing change that all.
Yeah..
That happen to me.
Shoot me for this.please.
I can't say why.I don't know why.I am asking why?
When you said that.
It stung my heart good.It shouldn't but it did.
Why?
Damn feelings and hormones.Get yourself straight.
Don't go gay on me.
Yeah.
My friends said so but i said no.
I know it ain't true right.
I can't be repeating the cycle again?
no.noo...No!
I won't dammit.I just won't.
Heck.I'm confuse.
I'm sickly confuse.
Need to think.
See ya later :|
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Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Reasoning
Hey Hello and Hi !
Oh gosh, someone's perky :D
Well,
You know about my relationship right?
Well.. I thought about the big B and U
Break - Up . :O
OMG.
Not really. I knew I'll feel it soon enough.
It's something I already expected.
But , crap!
I don't have a clue how to tell him. =='
It's not that I don't how to be patient.
I just don't what to.
It's not that I can't be in love,
I just don't what to.
Conclusion: I just don't want to :)
I'm not feeling anything for anyone.
Maybe that's the point.
I just don't feel now.
Lifeless wouldn't fit. i just am emotionless
It's strange, haha.
I'm strange ! xD
That's true , hehe
Oh well,breakup or not.
I'm sleepy~ hehe
Nighty night everyone :)
See ya later times
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Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Paranoid
Hi Hello and Hey :)
Oh my!
It's already March ? How time flies.
It's been weeks since i last posted.
Had no time to post not to be honest :D
I just didn't have to posting mood for these past weeks.
Well,
From the title of my post you must think i have lose my conscious.
Sorry to say,I'm still stable.
To start this post,
I can easily say Mr. Monkey : I like you .. Kut! xD
I know this is so awfully weird but i THINK i do.
But i'll just keep on saying NO till he says something or says nothing at all.
On the meanwhile,
My current relationship with my Boyfriend has been splendid.
UNTIL..
I made it public.
Gosh! Get off my back.
Why do you care if i date?
I'm happy. Aren't you glad ?
For once , I can smile a REAL smile for everyone else.
And you want to take that away?
Not to be rude or harsh or mean.
But please.
Haven't you taken away most of my happiness away before.
Back Off.
I finally found a guy who can be my best friend and my love.
Yea , yea.
I'm young.So what?
This is my life.
To choose my path, To choose the route i wanna take, To choose my future.
You can only guide me.
You can't force to follow yours.
I WON'T let you.
I was literally happy with my Boyfriend until you came along being all defensive.
It's not that i don't appreciate,I do.
But can't you trust me?I'm a big girl
Stop looking at me like I'm that 5 year old kid who likes stuffing candy in her mouth.
You can't guard me forever.
I'll grow into a Woman someday.
And you can no longer control me.
I'm on my own two feet.
Let me learn to live independently.
Let me walk on my own two feet.
Look at me like the Teen I am now.
Look at me and trust me.
The only reason I'm rebelious is because you lack trust in me.
Start trusting me and I'll start being more Mature.
Wow.
A long post I've made.
Haha :)
All my hearts content are out , i think.
Toodles then,
See ya :)
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Sunday, February 19, 2012
This That
Hey Hi and Hello :)
Well..
Again school come .
With homeworks,assignments and now NEW students :D
Haven't met any of them actually.
Just saw their profile at FB .
Well..er,
i don't really think i'm gonna talk that much to them
It's not like it'simportant for me to talk to them.
The high ranking should introduce themselves first :)
Now school is getting more hectic with the upcoming exam, urgh =='
Really can't wait to face my 1st uper form exam actually..
Seems challenging,haha :)
And now with more assignments on my shoulders,
Oh well,more teaches me to be more diligent. hikhik
ok,xde benda dah nak cakap.
gotta go now , see ya :)
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