Rawr.Baby.Rawr

Hey fellow bloggers of the universe.
Watcha doing? :)
I feel like posting a little of what I wanna tonight.
Bored since tomorrow I ain't going to school,hehehe :3
What?!No one will be in class anyway.
They're all going to Kemahang.I'm not.
Not that well.I don't wanna burden my host parents.

Well,Alhamdulillah.
Day by day I'm much more at ease with myself.
Faris,I still love you.
But I'm better off right now.
Happy and content.

Well,I have a fake relay with a guy friend of mine.
First time I ever had a fake relationship.
It feels weird and yet right.
I don't love him but I like him as a friend for now.
It's mutual for us.
No heart break.Just fun and simple relationship.

Ok.
Getting sleepy.
Night night everyone.
See ya :*

:'(

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  June 25

  Faris Zharfan

  • haha, bye syg. I love you.
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  June 25

  Fatimah Irdina Kamelia

  • bye2 syg.. I Love You too 
    
    
    
    
    Oh my...
    Why are you so close to my heart Faris?
    I can't do this.
    I can't.
    
    
    I can't look at you anymore without crying.
    I can't speak to you anymore without sobbing.
    I can't think of you anymore without making me insane.
    I can't love you anymore without breaking my heart.
    
    
    I can't delete you out of my heart,mind and soul.
    
    
    You...you broke me Faris.
    Just like Boboi,my first love,once did.
    
    
    But this time,its a thousand times worst.
    Cause I started to believe in love again when...
    you broke all that away for me.
    
    
    :'( 
    
    
    I'm not strong Arif.I'm sorry.
    
    
    
    
    

Bye Sayang.Hahaha

See you later,Alligator.I'm better off without you.

Alhamdulillah.

I'm finally free from the long awaited answer.

I didn't care you said no.

I care that I'm free of being stuck to you by one answer.

Now,you're nothing more than friends to me :)

It's been a long restless nights because of you.

Some sickening drama and heart break.

But right now,

I'm so grateful to Allah SWT.

I'm finally free to be sexy,free and single! hahaha xD

Oh old posts.I meant what I said.

But right now,All of that can go rot.

I have a new life and perspective.

Don't judge me by my past.I don't leave there anymore.

So,here goes new life without your shrubs in my mind.

I loved you.Now I just... I just know you as a friend.That's all.

No need for the dramas anymore for me.

You're pathetic that time you know.

Only when my friend help,you gave me an answer.

Was it so hard to answer to me right away?

It's sickening somehow. 

I adored you once.Not now.

I cared for you so much.Now you can find someone else.

I'm cute,free and single :3

No need for the sexy.hehehe.

That's all.

See ya, Seattle! 

O.O

Jump Then Fall-Taylor Swift-Lyrics

Baby Giraffe

"Baby Giraffe Jahat! T.T"

Gosh.I hate you baby giraffe.

Why do you have to be so cruel with me?

T.T

huhu.You know how much I miss you?I miss you,stupid! 

>.<

You gotta...Urgh!huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.

Damn.I'm such a cry baby.

I love you damn much,baby giraffe!

How many times must I say that?

Or you want me to scream that out loud?

Faris.please.

Stop tormenting me with your silence of that answer.

Do you know how unstable I am every time I think of you?

=3= 

I don't stalk you , you big egg head.

But I know the little things about you.

Not all.I wasn't given the chance to know you that well.

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.

My eyes hurt from crying.

I know.I know.

You have SPM.

but,pinky promise!

I won't bother your studies.Just be mine.

Don't make me be stuck in this paranoid mode.

Baby giraffe...

I know that SPM is important.I'll go through it next year too you know.

But I know I can be a good girl.

I won't bother you when you need to study.

I'll help with all my might for you to study.

I'll be your alarm clock.

Your personal diary reminding of the remaining days.

Your stinky pillow in emergencies of too much stress.

Your trust worthy friend of all your problems.

Your stuff panda for you to cuddle with.

I can be your everything as long I'm your everything in your eyes.

I don't mind of all the other girl friends you have.

I'm not your wife.hahahaha.

But , all I want is to be the princess of your heart.

Be your one and only.

Even when you laugh,smile,chuckle or have fun with other girls.

I just want to give you a special happiness,

One that none of your friends can give.

Oh my.

This post is long.

I'm sorry readers.

I'm in a mode where I can't turn off.

I'm deeply in love.

People say give up.He's not worth it.

I know.I know.

But even when the world gives me a million reasons for me to let you go.

I hold on to that one,solid reason of why I still believe in you.

In that one solid chance of us.

Faris.Baby Giraffe.Sayang.

I love you with all of my butt.I would say heart but my butt is bigger

xD

I'm not lying.I'm telling the truth.

I care for you.I love you honestly I do.

That's all.

See ya :)

Raya.Raya.Raya

29 Hari Ramadhan dengan 7 hari Aidilfitri

Hehe.

dah sampai Hari Raya AidilFitri.

Boleh makan banyak2~ :3

Hari ni 1st day of the celebration.

Best sgt2 kut?x lah jugak.

Lagi best kalau baby giraffe ada.haha

Oh well.

Esok ada lagi.Lusa.Tulat dan seterusnya.

Duit raya x kira2 lagi ni.hehe.

Baju hari ni bunga merah dan hitam.

Nak display gambar pun,xde masa nak ambik.

Pastu kan,

xdi call lah baby giraffe.

^_^ (happy)

Nape lah aku tersenyum sorang ni?haha.

(ni gambar tudung.baju ala2 dah tu dgn warna t shirt xD)

Btw.gambar kat atas tu kan.

Selepas tu,jatuh kerusi hijau kat belakang tu.

Mujur x bangun sepupu2 ku :3

Nape lah happyku hari ni?hehe

Bo Kamy Bo.

Mesej ngan dia esop pulak lah.

Cukup mu sengih lebar2 hari ni.

Mikir pelik pulak family kamy nanti.haha.

(Saya sihat ok,abah mami?tertawan hati je O///O)

Tu je kut post hari ni.

dah ngantuk.

Esok panjang lagi benda nak buat ni.

Tema esok: Bright pink

seperti hatiku(jiwang! xD)

Night2.

See ya.

Hai Misai

Guess what?

And you will never guess.

You'll just ask what.

In 2 more days.It'll be raya for muslims.

Food.Money.Forgiveness.

Haha.It's been a month of fasting[ though i had to skip a few days ;) ]

Now.It's time to fatten ourselves once more.

With cookies.gulai and what's more.

Wearing new clothes.Meeting old friends.

It's the festive mood.season.atmosphere.

Though,some people are not so fortunate to be celebrating this.

Next.

please.stop.lying.to.me.

Is lying the only way you think you can be so close to me?

Gosh.that hurts.

I'm not a fool to believe those lies.Just too nice.

You're too cruel to even lie to a person who cares about you.

Forgive?yes.Forget?not that easy,honey.

I have a very strong memory on these things.

One more thing.

I gave you an answer,I didn't leave you hanging on air.

So,stop with your attitude.

Unless you treasure our friendship,better stop.

I like us to stay friends.Nothing more nothing less.

SORRY for not giving you attention.

FYI,you're not the only friend I have in this universe.

Besides,I have the rights to choose.

My life,honey.Not yours.

Next would be...

Aum~ ♥

I miss you.

I don't like it when my credit expires,

I can't text you.I can't talk with my baby giraffe.

:'( sad...sad...

Guess,you're at your hometown.

Too bad I won't be visiting it until end of this year.

Even that's a big MAYBE.

Sayang.Ai.Love.

Eh! >w<

Why do I miss you?Why am I smiling by myself?

It's unhealthy how much I think of you.

I hate that I love you so much.

Big,tall,annoying,cute,lovable,sweet jerk.

Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side

Soldier

"The Grass Ain't Always Greener On The Other Side"

YA ALLAH.

I ask for your forgiveness.

I seek your light.

One.

I know we always got issues.

We'll always have time when we fight.

but I rather fight with you.

Than try to fake a smile for someone else.

Two.

I know what I did before.

I deserve what you're giving me now,I guess.

My time was always less for you when I had you.

Now,you're gone.and I want you.

Such cliche attitude,right?hahaha.sorry.

Your time is now divided so much and your attention is no longer mine.

I'm sorry,sayang.

Three. 

We...wait.I don't know about you.

I still care about you.

As much as I look like I don't give a damn.

If you get sick,I'll get worried.

No matter if I'm busy or free.

I'll ask you if you're okay or not.

Four.

I tried hating you and I almost succeeded.

Too bad I love you too much.

Now,I'm still on cloud nine.

You're not prince charming.

I don't care if you're not the richest,hottest,nicest person in the world.

Not one's perfect.I like you for you.

Flaws and all.

That's all I can say,sayang.

I'll use the nick name when we used to date.

haha.sorry :9

See ya.

Ne-Yo - Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself) - WITH LYRICS!

Dreams?

"I'm your fiancee."

Say what?!

Haha. 

First and foremost.

I had the craziest dream ever.

Cause the person who I dream about was a person who never crossed my mind.

He's my senior at my school.

Gosh.

Why must it be you who I dream?

Why can't it be him?

I need medication =3=

You were my fiancee in the first dream.

And yesterday.

You came to my house to get my parents blessings?

say what...

such weird dreams..

that's all.

1st post of August , baby.

Welcome to August ;)

See ya