Here Me Out , Love

Hey Hi and Hello Bloggers of the World.

Well this post of mine is gonna be sorta long so don't stay if you don't want to.
It's something i want one person to read.
I know i am wrong.
But here me out first , i am not expecting forgiveness.
I just want you to listen for a moment :)

Ok.
I admit it.
I've been cruel throughout the times before PMR
I know i wasn't that friendly
I'm all emo
i give u answers like i don't care
and i just concentrated on one friend more than you
Damn it! i know I'm wrong but you should have at least tried talking to me like you used to after PMR.
Ok,maybe i should have tried as well
but i guess i was to hype that PMR is damn over.

When were you cast aside?
Why do you feel like you're cast aside?
Who cast you aside?
How did you think you were cast aside?

Look love.
I know i have been giving you the cold shoulders before PMR.
My answers were simple and distant when you talked to me.
I chose another friend to talk you than you.
I talk to people whose distant are farther from me than you are.
I ignored you most of the time when you wanted or needed me.
I talk behind your back and felt no guilt.
I hated your attitude when mine was worse as well.
I know i have more faults i myself can point out.

You tried to fit in,at least you tried.
You tried,i didn't.
You really think i am close to these group of friends ?
You're closer to them cause you tried.
They care for you more than they care for me.

You contributed to these group of friends.
Don't you realize that?Financially yes and other ways as well.
Your opinion matters,everyone's opinion matters.

YEA.
I miss you.Is that so hard to believe?
I may not talk to you during those times before PMR.
That doesn't mean i don't care.
Doesn't mean i despise u
Doesn't mean i think your crap,Heck! maybe i'm the crap.
I wasn't there when at times you needed me?
In those 3 years,love.
I've seen you cried.
You've seen my cried.
I saw you giggle seeing your crush.
I saw you turn from an english girl to a total fangirl.

I'm not being little goody two shoes.
But i am sick of posting like i am on a rampage.
You're just gonna be more distant.
Yea,I didn't miss the old you during May or June.
I can't go back in time to change my mistakes.
I know I've hurt you.
I'm human love.
I can't stay the same every year,i change and you do to.

I can't say anything more since i think my fingers are tired from typing and i don't really know what else i can say through the web.
If we meet during result day,let's talk.
And i mean as friends.. not as strangers.
You've changed.I've changed.
We're not the same anymore.
But we've gotta cope with changes in life.

I'm sorry I've been distant.
Sorry I've been cruel
Sorry I've treat you like your not important to me
Sorry I've let you down at times.
But as i said,I can't change the past.
But we can change to future together as friends :)

That's all,
see ya

Aishiteru

Hey Hi and Hello!
It's been a long tme since i updated my blog.
I've been busy with games and sleeping xD

Well,i have some interesting news,well for me it is.
hehehe.

I have a Boyfriend
Boo!

see ya,random much!right?
:') night2 people of bloggers

Hehe ♥ ~

Hey hi and hello bloggies :D

Well erm.. hehe!
Weird right?I'm suddenly laughing like a maniac on steroids!

Well,Maybe the holidays won't be so dull and grey for me.
Well,well.. Little old me.
♥ dovy again in her silly mind.

Bye2 post. Sikit molek!
Nak main game!!

Stop!

Hey and hi to everyone who is reading this blog of mine :)

I wanna do a little well it seem maybe more of an expression of feelings.
I don't recommend anyone read this.
My words might be sharp,so it's not too late to stop reading this. XD

If you wanna comment or critic,
PLEASE Don't cause this is my feelings like yours.
Unless you have no feelings like a robot you are allowed to comment :D

An expression that i know will let me breath after this.

If you don't expect us to care,
than we won't.
But stop complaining behind our backs.
Its called LAME.
I'm talking on the web cause it seems you're a ghost that i can never meet.
When i wanna talk to you,
You're like a Know-It-All.
Acting all high and mighty.
You say "when did i do such things?!"
Well,if you can't talk to your own friends,
then we were never friends from the start.
Cause friends talk to each other,smiles or not.

hahaha,done! 4 now.
see ya latger.
playing sims!

ZARA Village

HEY HI AND Hello :)

Guess what?School is hours away from ending for this year !
HAHAHA,this feels awesome if it weren't for the bad mood i am in.. XD

Well,i wanna post something a little bit sweet and a LOT of nasty for those who think this is meant for them :P

For one thing i am so gonna miss my friends from ZARA Village.
What is ZARA Village?

Well,here is a brief explanation through my point of view.
Like i said,MY point of view.

ZARA is a combination of Zahrawi and Razi.
The name of the classes that the villagers of ZARA Village have been true to.
Well some of the original form 1 have been loyal till the last day.
And i guess i am one of them! hahaha(agak koya tapi itu kenyataan,DEAL with it)

ZARA was never something the villagers felt when they were in form 1 and 2 but this year is different.
This is the LAST year ALL of us will be together in one same class.
AUW~ I am so gonna miss being with my fellow villagers.

10 REASONS i am so gonna MISS the TRUE villagers of ZARA Village:

1) You guys make me go nuts with the noise we make when teachers are not around

2)We have been boycott at least by one teacher EVERY year

3)We had our fair share of fights throughout the years but hey! we manage to talk each other without scratching someone's face

4)I can go on the weirdest rampage sometimes and you guys act like you don't care and i thank you for that XD

5)We can not not talk to each other for a matter of seconds before someone blurted something so RANDOM we went on talking as usual
6)The girls have their own cliques but the boys are own big gang!(there is only 8 guys,no wonder.right?)

7)We all can agree on 1 thing: K- POP has attack most of us

8)We are there for each other when one of us needed our strength the most

9)We talk behind each other backs but we still manage to forgive and forget the next day and act like nothing happen

10)Most of ALL.No matter the fights,some curse word here and there,some boycotts that might had happen,some isolation that was given,the BAD gossips we spread,the fights we sometime get into,the childish quarrels we create,the mistakes we had made before to each other and some hurtful times we made each other gone through.

We ALWAYS come through for each other because even though this

might seem silly.We are FAMILY of FRIENDS.

And family are always there when you need them.
I L♥VE ZARA Village
And the TRUE villagers who had not only stayed in Zahrawi till after PMR but also who were they through the good and bad times together :')

that's all.. hahaha
see ya next time peeps!
♥

Suka Suki

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Tagged You;re IT!

HEY hi AND hello PEOPLE
:D

I've been tagged my lovey Anis a.k.a Menny versi perempuan :P
So here's my way of easy-less-work-for-me typing(i'll copy paste yours anis :D)


Here's the RULES

-Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

-Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post
-Create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer and must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.


-Name:Fatimah.Irdina.Kamelia
-Status:Complicated as always
-Age:15 years 1 month 3 days
-Eldest of two/youngest of six (choose your pick) :)
-Student of SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher
-LOVE wait! no ,i CRAVE chocolate (CHOCAHOLIC)
-Must be a Doctor
-I am famous for stupid silly Mood Swings :)
-What do i do when i'm bored:Sleep,Dance,Sing and Eat!
-Friends are not how considerate that person is,it's how they put up with you vice versa
-Last but maybe the least: I Love YOU all of you who have been part of my life :)

Answers for dear Anis :

-Kamy
-For now Cody Simpson
-Maher Zain - Open Your Eyes
-No,i have none.I rarely go blog walking
-Last year... I think
-Didn't check so i randomly pick Matluthfi
-Neither or either, Single
-Sure
-Blue
-Sure. My friends are nuts but so am I :)
-Indon drama. Nada Cinta[Love u both Veto and Ricky] XD

Done! Finally.. My Questions :D

> Your pet name <
> Favorite food and WHY <
> Why do you blog <
> Choose! Chocolate or Latte <
> Favorite novel. Say the title,please <
> You Are a Football fan of ...... <
> An addict to ?(eg:Chocaholic) <
> Status <
> Favorite band <
> What's your favorite time of day and WHY <
> Will you answer the above questions XD <

Tagging all of You
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http://jiwaragafullstop.blogspot.com/
http://afrinaellya.blogspot.com/
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http://najwaarazak.blogspot.com/
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http://aina-syuhada.blogspot.com/

and I am DONE!

Da~ Da~ everyone.
Ngantuk dah, see ya people :)

Silly Willy Me

Hey and hi to everyone.

Well,hearing to some lovey dovy song struck me good at the core of my heart.
And i wish it hadn't like i wish falling in love with guys would stop but
those wishes can never come through because i know.
How painful it might scar me emotionally.
The feeling of love and being loved is sweet like honey :)

There are three things about me you can never seem to understand.
Not even my closest friends but only Allah does.
I love chocolate even though it hurts my teeth.
I swear and curse because my family and friends get on my nerves but still love them so dearly and will surely receive a bullet for them.
Last but not least.
I love falling in love it seems.
As a friend and as lovers.
Damn my motherly instincts!i feel everyone is like a big whole family and we need to share the love.
Like that is true in both my friends are not like a big bunch of family and the will love each other like brothers and sisters.
I keep the flavors of friendship spicy and fun.


hurm.. i am so tired.
see ya in the morning dusk people.
night2.

Weird as always

HEY HI and HELLO !

Well,i wanna release some confusing thouhts in my mind.

Up to you to LISTEN or LEAVE :)

Well,i have been absent from school sight for a week now.
I miss school,ain't lying people!
But i feel kinda sad seeing some of my form 3 friends attitudes after PMR.
It's not that it's against the law to have fun.
Yet we as students should still respect our senior who still have their BIG exams coming soon,
Scream,laugh like an idiot,flour fights and so much more can be done!
But let it be at a place where we won't bother or cause harm to ANYONE.

I want to have fun and just scream in enjoyment.
However,thinking about the up coming result sends chill down my spines 0.0
So,let's have FUN but let us also remember our prayers for straight A's.

Temper of Mine

HEY people of every continent on earth.

Mostly fellow bloggers :)

Just got back from a week in KL this rainy morning.
was the trip fun?fun enough.
Sad?had my moments of tears.
Laughable?a few.
and yet i MISS school for once! :D
I wanna see the view of the buildings
The not so scenic beauty of the grave near my school
and the variety of flavors of voices of my form 3 friends!


well, i said i cried right during my little trip.
Well....
i got my day off the next day so i understand why i had my little tantrum.

that's all.
see ya.
busy(my reason of such short post)
see ya later alligator

Party like a 15 year old teen

Hey and hi anyone,someone and everyone.
Little post
Only.

Since PMR is so OVER!
Only waiting for result .. :)

So people all Form 3.
I quoted once ' It's too much stress turning 15 '
Well it is true.
The days waiting for the examination was agonizing but now
my new quote ' It's too soon turning 16 ' Enjoy till the last seconds.
To my muslim friends,remember prayer and doa though.
Jgn duk lupa diri dgn keseronokan dunia pulak.
All right,done.

See ya

We Are Human :)

Hi everyone.
Like wow! PMR is finally over only ..
the agony of waiting for the result is really agonizing emotionally.


Done. Full stop. No more exams for this year except for MARA.
Hurm..
Oh well..
Next topic~

Just read the most heart shattering story EVER.
How cruel people can be.
How can someone treat their own kind with such inhumanity?
Children,Women and Men are Human.

We are no different from any other people we see today.
We eat,drink,sleep,study and play.
Work,laugh,cry,to love and to be loved.

I'm no Hafizah.I can't memorize the Quran.
But i know humanity enough to know we all deserve equal humanity.
No one should be treated like animals or rag dolls.

Please come together as ONE.
No matter of our religion,skin tone,status or age.
Let us be Human.Let us treat others like we want to be treated.Like we want others to treat our loved ones.
No matter rich or poor,you are human.
No matter king or peasant,they are human.
No matter of our past backgrounds,CHANGE for the BETTER because
Everyone is human excluding animals,plants and non living objects.

Let us control our lust for ANYTHING.
Is it worth suffering others for our own selfish reasons?
Is it sensible to treat others like trash while we demand respect so high?
From the novel Prisoner Of Zenda (wonderfully written by Angela Wright)
This quote caught my attention and i assume my fellow Form 3 also the same.
Quote " The best men are not all kings "

It shows how people from every race and creed can come together.
Smile :) and brighten someones day.
Joke around and lighten up someones spirit.
Lend a helping hand and lighten someones burden.

i am a Human and so are all of you bloggers.
Be human because we are NOT animals.

See ya next time everyone.
I hope everyone can understand my message.
I'm no rebellious kid nor am i a juvenile.
I am speaking of what i think is right.
Sorry for any words that might hurt anyone's feeling.
No attention of hurting anyone.

Night2 :)

So Close and So Far

Hey and hi everyone :)

Let me talk about the soon on coming exam chasing all of the form 3.
PMR is so freaking near!
Help well actually help me to avoid this-> INTERNET!
for two weeks only,though.
:')

Well that's that.
I don't like talking about exams much

well i gotta go actually,see ya.
Weird post?i agree.
catch you two weeks later

Silly Vulnerable ♥

Hey everyone no aliens for now :)

just let me bold something out

STUPID CRUSH

Yup!another damn crush but thank you its just a stupid little crush.

For starters,appetizers anyone? :)

Well actually,i never believe in falling in love with people you barely know but..

This DAMN guy is very cunning and cheeky.

Urgh! boys these days.. you can never find the really gentlemen ones with out

meeting all of those black sheep first.

I hope i can handle the black sheep and at least change them for the better.

What am i babbling?like i am some kind of counselor NOT!



I'm out people!
see ya and let me stay cool with my idiotic crush ♥

Raya,don't leave :(

HEY!
raya has been awesome but school coming to kidnapped me back,
help!! hahaha


well this is my really weird short post,see ya again and
RAYA N RAMADHAN miss both of you :(

Let Us SMILE :)

HEY !
how's life been ?
mine?nuts and sick -.-

FINALLY!
Raya is around the corner.
Look!its peeking at us :)
Well.. i am surely will so so miss Ramadhan!
I wanna pray more tarawih,delete all of my past sins.
Let me feel like i was just born,clean of sins.
But then again, i wanna eat cookies and get money,AHAHAHA!


OH well,
a heart shattering news.
One of my senior schoolmates past away
Like NO WAY :(
So sad was that day,it was raining throughout that day
And all i can give is prayers for his afterlife

See ya,gotta go to tuition now.
love all of YOU!

Bluek! I love YOU

HEY hi And what up?
So how's life been for people of earth and my fellow aliens..

Hurm.. i have been believing in aliens since day one but?
do aliens even visit this nuts of blog by me?
:) maybe yes maybe no but why do i care,just read it if you like reading so much!

Well.. hurm.I love you,yes i do.
SO much but then again I love EVERYONE else just as much :P
So stop thinking i love you like my so not lovey dovy boyfriend CAUSE
I am SINGLE! :D

Well.. my results were like on the edge of happiness and disaster so i wanna improve!!!
I am blogging,right? hahaha.
letting go of stress is good for study times.
I will not ruin my books in the process :)


Well,off to searching for something to study on the net.
will i find things to study or just randomly read?
oh well,see ya everyone :)

Hugs!!

HEY!

I'm randomly posting this short post.

I love hugging people especially my friends!
They are victims of hugging addiction of silly me.

Well,gotta to tuition now.
See ya trillions of secs from now :)

Totally Randomly

Hey everyone and every aliens!

Good night to all of you who are checking this blog out,not me though.
I'm hiding in the shadows :)
Well,I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO DAMN MUCH!!


Random,right?
but i do.
I do LOVE all of you.
FAMILY<3FRIENDS<3ACQUINTANCES<3RANDOM PEOPLE
Mostly,my
ALLAH,Prophet Muhammad,Islam,Al-Quran.

See ya on the next road of babbles.
night2,sweet dreams,sleep tight.

Choke Me,Please :)

Hey every living things in the wide vast universe :)

Guess my rambling of babbling start here.


BE PREPARED! Cause the Babbles of All Babbles is about to Babble

Well,let me see,I just cried for a start.
I am nuts about getting my Trial RESULTS!like ah!!!
All and all,i am FINE not.
Tomorrow is holiday,like thank you so much.
study,books,revision.list of things i gotta do
sleep,snore,snooze.things i wanna do
Guess what?i'll sleep for 5 min,snore for like 10 secs,snooze for 10 min.
Then i'll study,maybe :)


Enough babbling,NEXT!

snoozzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeee

See ya living things if you are one :)

A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

HEY humans and aliens of the blog world ! :)

How are all of you? hope you are not heavily stress as i am like right NOW!
Cause.. cause.. cause... cause...
TRIAL!!!
HELP anyone seriously.
I'm scared like feeling so damn small.


Can't trial just go but then again.. That's awesome!
Then again,AH! extra classes,teacher's extra ' advice and damn tons of homework!
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO thanks teacher :)
we love you a LOT but then we don't wanna turn into zombies by night.

Enough of my infamous babbles for tonight
night2 everyone and i do mean you too aliens ;)
see ya next time

Top 10 Reasons Your My Best Friend

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Smile , No Words to be Said.

Hey and what down?
sick of what up,it is just the ceiling which look kinda scary with cracks.

Hurm,trial is near also fasting month.
Time seems to past that easily without noticing PMR will say Get Ready soon enough.
Oh well,my mood seems to be little bit down in the trash can.no more dumps.to common :P

Well,it is funny to see his pictures,her pictures,their pictures.
I never want to grow up but i will.
I never want to leave family but somebody i have to.
I never want to forget my friends and maybe i won't.
Let us have faith in God.

It feels the empty hole in my heart.
It keeps me smiling through the pain.
It keeps me hoping till the end.
It is the one thing i know can never leave my heart
and that is Love.


enough chit chat.
Sleepy like really!
night2 to all the bloggers of the world and humans of earth.Not forgetting my aliens peeps.
See ya :)

The Story of I,Me,Mine only.

HEY!!!!!!
WAH, happy kut ni.
Hurm , i am so not ready for trial i think but the rush of everything is getting to me.
I don't wanna talk bout exams right now.

A little thing or info i just(late catcher) understood.

LOVE
the one thing no one can deny that they had,is and will feel.However,when you feel you found that one and only love,sometimes it is hard to let go cause you still think it is yours.
I can see that in my friends and i think maybe that love still has a chance to bloom once more.
But the pain,the struggle,the patience,the bond must be strong to be together or once more again.


Ok2... lazy to speak about love cause my mood ain't that lovey dovey right now.
see ya in the next time of post life :)

Laugh is The Path To My Dreams

Hey!
hurm.. who's bored?if you are then let's babble till we're annoying as hell wow!language is awesome.
more cursing,shall we?
what's wrong with me?

Babbling to myself and people reading this :D
i laugh idiotically yet don't have a care in the world.
Nice way to let loose of this PMR stress.
What am i babbling?
Can someone translate this type of weirdness of boring-NESS!

Need my boo like now!
Hurm..stop!who is my boo?an alien maybe..
*babble* *babble*



See ya next time,baby boo.
My babbling is too much right now.let me stop before i babble too much of randomness!
Till next time :)

Waiting?Better Go.

Hey people no more aliens,i think.

My first post for JULY . Yea!
like what should i say?hurm....
Well,for one random topic can guys stop asking girls to couple like what the heck?
we are still young guys.
Live a little! Enjoy freedom for lovers and relax with friends.
that sounds nicer than texting 24/7!


Whats next?well,obsession!
Obsession for food cause obesity,for JB cause bieber fever and now K-Pop is hitting the world by storm!
My little obsession is Chocolates!
better than getting fever and being obese.
I can eat it when i crave for it and does not cause me depression if i don't eat everyday.


See Ya!
xde topic dah ni,so next time :D

Like O-P-P-A!

Hey everyone on earth and in the universe,

how are you?

Hope you humans are breathing fresh air like i am not! :D

Well.the reason for this post was because and is i am BORED!

To get gossip about you is really getting boring for me.

Like what ever to me,

So what if i am cheap,at least i have a price.

But i have a price and it is high,normal.. like that i think.

So what if i did some little sins,you did heck of a lot with gossiping behind my back!

Spill the beans on me but i do not care.

I am thankfully actually.

You supply me with deeds while making yourself full of sins even you do not notice.

Hahaha,itu sahaja.

see ya humans and maybe some aliens

Baby - Boo ,Please!

Hey humans of earth :)

Well,well,we meet again.
How is your holiday?
mine?bored,lazying around,and plain old snooze fest.
Homework?get off my head!!

Oh how i wish i can just do mag inc and homework got eaten by my cats
A dream come true!
Sadly,reality ain't that sweet.

oh well,i got nothing else to post.
see ya in another millions seconds :)

Geek,Me? Of Course!

Hey :)

Oh and hi again.
Lately,i have been depressing about a few topics but i thank The Quran for how it can calm my raging soul and tips from the internet.


Well,wow! this is what i want to post and only this.
My first short post.

See ya next time :)

Deep Breath

HEY~


Well,happy holidays to everyone.
i am surely glad this is holiday time but still...
with tons of homework waiting to be finish.
i want school life back,pretty please.. :)

Oh well.at least my aunt is coming back in the second week.
That's good news enough and oh!
my mama is also coming back if she has time(please have free time)


What more,eh?
Erm,
I ♥ you A,happy?stop being so moody!
it gets on my nerves and you do not look handsome all grumpy.. :P
I am happy to be yours so shut up about being jealous..
wait!what am i babbling?
hahaha.i lost my sanity..
Who is A?
oopsy!cat is out of the bag ^_~



Ok dokie..i think i need to stop my little babblish or whatever i am doing right now,
see ya soon/later or whenever i have time :)

Cuc-- KOO!

HEY~

AH!i am so super over excited,happy just everything!
Like what the heck you might be thinking.
:D sorry for the over hyper mood..


Ah...
I think everyone had the feeling when they are super happy,right?
how life is sweet right now...
Why oh why...
I ♥ you like no!
buti got a crush on you..
that's all.It is a small tiny crush but who knows..


Ok,enough of love.
Well,the audition for my school teacher's day celebration was a mess!
like AH~!!
But i have to chill.. there is still time to fix the problems and the show can go on smoothly once more..
all and all everyone remember their moves.. a sigh of relief can be release there.


Hurm...
i think i will bid my see ya now.
so see ya :P

Go Ahead,Like I Care!

HEY!!!
my god,someone's over hyper,right.
Well,i am so over the dramas with that someone.
His name *cancel in my now okay dokie heart*

Well,my tutor(i think anis know who this is)
maybe needs a tutor himself like me.
Even he can not remember how to do indices problems!how bout me?lagi lah xleh..
Geography,he gave good tips.
I will give it a good shot!

Well,i am over excited that i am a confirm contestant of the S.I.R contest.
I am going to work hard and play hard as well after the competition,of course!
The target is to win the cash prize but all and all the experience is priceless.


Well,i think i have done enough typing for today.
see ya again in the next post :D

Again and Yet Again

HEY!
well for the above pic,you can see my post my be sorrowful.
i suggest for who is all peppy and happy,leave before you read more.


Left?no.well,you decided.
Guess what,i hurt my heart again.thanks to a guy of course.
i can not believe he played me like his toy.
i have a heart,i am no one's little playmate.
for this guy,thanks!
you lied to me more than enough to destroy me from the inside.
you happy right?
go cuddle up to your girlfriend just do not go hurting more girls.
no girl should be treated like trash.


As well for me,you hurt me enough.
just leave me be.
do not say you did not lie..cause you did.Big Time

that is all i think,
see ya later

Is This Right?

Hey!

Well,i am blank i think.
I love him yet he has a girlfriend.
I feel like such a fool,such a b***h.
They are dating,why am i still in love with this guy?
God!get out of mind you...please.

He says he likes me but he is still with his girlfriend.
I feel like such ... i don't know.
Urgh!come on heart,fall for someone else just not HIM.
Fall for his friend for all i care..
I want to concentrate on PMR but my emotional heart is not letting me.
Guess,i have to balance my life back to its normal ways.


Till i get that balance,
see ya later.

Thanks For Being A Friend

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Jessica Mauboy - What Happened To Us

You Are Beautiful To Me

Hey!
i have not posted for a long time now..
Guess,this is one of my post in two weeks,so sad..


Well,from the post title you might think it is about a guy.
well,No.
It is all to my girl friends out there.
Sometimes we envy the girls who get the guys attention.
Who looks stunning 24/7 no matter what she does.


Remember this.


You are beautiful to your family,to you friends and also to me.
You do not need a compliment from a guy to know you are beautiful.
God made all of his creation beautiful in their own unique way.
Some guys do think you are beautiful,maybe they are shy.
Give them time to speak out those words to you.
For now,start building you confidence in yourself.
When your confidence shines,beauty will be reflected in different ways.
It is hard to maintain confidence if you receive harsh critics.
Take the criticism positively and change it as a confidence booster.

I know you can do it.Now,do you believe that you can do it?


Well,that is all for my post.
see ya later.

Snooze Land

HEY!
my topic is on sleeping..
well,not really..
malas weh speaking post ni!
let be Malay words come out for once.


Gini sebenarnya,saya hanya ingin tidur je cuti jumaat dan sabtu ni.
Malas dengan drama yang saya alami di sekolah dan asrama.
mmg hebat lah nak ugut bunuh tu?ingat ke dosa tu sikit.
Kurang ajar macam mana saya ni?cakap sikit.
bual aku mu,meme ramai orang bual begitu.jeling dan maki,nak buat gano,
orang yang kita percaya belot gitu jah nak selamatkan diri sendiri.
meme tabik spring lah!


WAH!meme saya menyumpah ke macam mana ni?
memang dah x tahan kut dengan diaorang ni..
habis-habisan ganggu..
dah bagi kan tugas yang nak sangat tu,kenapa perlu kacau orang lain pulak.
Ok,break! cukup dah nak lepas geram gini,
see ya peeps.

CyberKids!

Hey!
guess where i am right now?
at my school's computer room.
And i am gonna write about my club CYBERKIDS!


Hope you enjoy and feel like joining CYBERKIDS.


Well,CyberKids is like a club where most of the time you have fun!
It is not always fun and games but when it is,you will be smiling all the way..
The leaders are my age and from the Arabic Class.
They are smart and supportive.They are really fun to be around.
This year though they are going to be replace since this year we have our PMR exams.
Their replacements are our seniors Form 4 which consists of only guys.
They are ok and supportive too,i think.
I do not really know cause i am not close to them.


Well,CyberKids is supported by Maxis.
So,if a Maxis Carnival is going to be hold.The CyberKids around there will be invited.
The carnival is really fun and a blast!

That is all for this post.Hope you have a gut feeling of joining CyberKids.
See ya.

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I Think I Trust You.. Not Again!

Hey!

i feel so full today!must be from the buffet i ate at lunch..
my face was so chubby with food and i think my stomach was going to explode
('.')
Thanks auntie!my stomach and my digestive organs thanks you.


Well,i erm... hate talking about crushes actually,
but i think i can make an exception for this one.
Well,i kinda don't know how it happen.
it started as a simple joke but now i guess i really do like him.
As what he says,he likes me back but i am still shaky about this.


Cause,he has been liking a another girl.
i am not jealous,i am just suspicious of his feelings for me.
His sweet compliments and concern is sweet and nice.
i am happy and over joyed yet i am still confuse/
is this real?am i really giving trust to a guy that can break my heart.
i guess i will see what happen this sunday..
i will keep my promise if he keeps his.


that is all,
see ya

For A Friend

Hey!

i can lower my ego and self esteem for a friend..cause u are there for me when i need you.

i guess i can raise the white flag first for a friends.

that is all.

see ya

Hit Replay PLEASE!

HEY!

well,guess from my title might be a feisty one.
not..not,really.


Have ever felt breaking down and just cry?
nice to meet you,we have something in common.
I never was the type of girl who cried in public.
if i do,i hide my face with my hands or my scarf.


My memory really loves to hit the replay button.
Cause,those sad moments come back..
making tears flow down my eyes...
Jeez!someone's addicted to crying,right.



Well,this one is short.
gotta go now,maybe for some minutes of crying.
see ya

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Let It Go

HEY!

Okay,for this next entry i suggest people who does not feel like going to bed early.rather not read.
Thanks for your cooperation.

Now.
can i ask one simple question.
Are you the bad guy when you change and your friends does not like that?
this is my opinion,so i appreciate no criticism.
well,this year i have a very important exam.
i change a lot of aspect in my life so i can face the exam with a smile.
i enter the hostel life,studied my IQ out and be as active as possible,for securing straight a's.
i know the result is in the hands of God but i am not slouching around.
I will not work hard on the eleventh hour.i am starting now.
all my achievements will bring great pleasure to my family who plays the biggest aspect in my changes.
i do not want to be a failure,i aim to be successful.
Next,a bad aspect i notice and i guess my friends notice.
i seem to ignore my friends..
yeahx2,i knowx2...
you should not leave friends just because of studies.
i get it,i do.
but then,it is something i can not get rid of right now.
that is the truth.i can not make fake promises i can change back.
so.
if people who hates me just increase in number,it is up to you.
i can not go beg and say sorry for my personality.
like i said,i can not promise changes.
i am only hoping you give me time to achieve my main goal this year.
you think i like being hated?you think i like being annoying?
Then,you are wrong.
if you want to express your hate towards me,go ahead.
i can handle the sharp words..like a saying goes"sticks and stones might hurt me,but words will never break me".
it does hurt me inside but i found ways of hiding it.
i can lose all of my friends..i know.
but one thing is still keeping me together.
i know that my family will always be there for me.
Tuhan is watching over me and i can ask for forgiveness from him cause his forgiveness means more than anything else in this world.
Say that i am pretending to be a goody girl.that is your thought.
my past mistakes is still haunting me but i will always try to fight for a brighter tomorrow.
so,that is all..
see ya


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Damn ♥!

HEY!

i might be a little too over hyper in this post.
i warned you and if you feel like leaving,go!
you might get suck in into my silly post.


Well.first,exams i love you but good bye!
i need my vacation with days full of snoozing...
Zzzzzzzzzz.........
Next.the holiday seems boring without the hectic of school.
Technology can not replace human comfort.
i guess,i will be hugging my teddy for warmth..
Third.I did it again!
i am trusting someone with my heart..
which i do not know will be broken once more or keep safe this time.
Heck,i can handle being broken by just a guy but not family.



well.... i think there is no more silliness.
so,see ya.
till the next post



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It Is Funny In A Way

HEY!
hi anyone who is reading my simple blog.
well,i wanna express something today..
Don't you think it is funny when you judge someone badly but you have that own trait in yourself?
i kinda notice this in myself and thank you to guidance..slowly changing this bad habit.
But really,before you judge someone's bad traits,notice you have it too?
so when you want to give a piece of advice or a damn dragging.here's a tip
Look into a mirror:think deep in thought if you have that trait too..
i judge people unnoticeable sometimes.. so even i am following my own tip.
so please,try to fix your bad trait and not go commenting on others.
as the proverb goes"the pot calling the kettle black"

that is all,
till he next post.

see ya



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Finally Not Really

Hey!
exams are so over!hooray,right?
not!! there is still the waiting pmr and damn results and damn homework!
no more damns.... just the what the horses?!!!i want my break...please...
i studies my brain out but this is a microorganism of hard work considering pmr is knocking soon enough!*run*
*back* resting is good for the brain,it is their food...i think :D


okAY3... It seems i lost my intellect in a post.
This one is crazier than usual..

see ya then .... *sleep soundless on the floor*
Zzz(-,-)

Hiding it No More!

Hey people.


Like,i am sick of hiding my own emotions but maybe you need to hide it at times.
I like a guy,does not mean i have to always hide it but that does not mean i have to SCREAM it out to him.I really hate showing him signs i like you and making him giving me attention just by doing stupid things.

Let him know by words not by stupid actions.Its like showing you are weak,show you got some pride,will you?!
i know we all have our own destiny but we can not just slouch on the couch and wait for faith to hit us on the face.
Nicknames are sweet but do not show it on his face,keep on repeating and that is not called nickname no more.He already know that is his 'name' in your world.

I have no more piece of advice for myself and for my friends,i think..
well,meet again in the next post which i do not know when.

See ya,lovelies...


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♥Camp♥

Hey!

Camp Jati Diri for form 3&5&6 was awesome!
The coaches was strict but hey.they did teach me to be more efficient in life.
It was like urgh!i wanna go home at first but then it became enjoyable and right now,missing it more than ever!
The activities were very rough but we were like near the forest,what do you expect,right?
Flying Fox,i wanna swiftly do it again.screaming was a blast!
Facially stinky mud,i miss you on my face(hahaha).
River crossing,i want it to 'rain heavily' again,sir. :D
and last but not least,cooking onde-onde was sticky,messy and deliciously fun.


All and all,the experience was worth the pain and griefs.
It give me life lessons i will never ever regret embracing.
So,my last saying will be i ♥ you KEM LIMAU KASTURI!

see ya,



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Gloomy but still Lovely

Hey everyone.

Well..i really don't how to say this.
Feeling gloomy is not my mood of choice for yesterday.
I know it was crazy and fun yesterday but...
somehow i feel and emptiness somewhere.


Sheesh,damn hormones.. but what can i do?
i am a girl with feelings bottled up inside.
i fall to quickly... good thing not too hard.
he really means a lot to me but i really can't concentrated on that!
i have a freaking huge exam soon!!!
I love you or i hate you,I Don't Care for now...


i do love you,
how you are sweet naturally,
how you manage to make me smile suddenly,
and how i manage to fall quickly for you everything...


ok,that's all..

see ya till next time :D


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OMG!0_0

Hey everyone!

By my topic,it sounds like something spectacular right?
not really,i think.well for me,it kinda of is...
I know,lovey dove is so not my typical thing right now but...
I think i am not learning from past mistakes again.(typical,right?)


i just said i love you to him!
Like,MasyaAllah!
that was such a stupid thing to do but i did not regret it so..


thats all for now,
seeya bloggies.


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Starting from the Beginning

Hi everyone!

Ok,for the ones who follow my blog.
You might notice my post is currently little than it suppose to be.
Well,from the above topic,i am starting fresh.
I don't know if i can be 100% different than before.
All i can say is,my post is not that emotional anymore.
I learn to show but to hide as well.


My first post for my new clean blog..
:D

See ya.



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