Mr. Rainbow

'Mr.Rainbow,I love rainbows more because of you'

Hey Hi Blog.

Okay.Remember when I said about Mr.Rainbow?

Well let me tell you about him.

He's a friend of Faris.YES.

A friend of my ex.How adorable am I *roll eyes*

How did we first met or talk?Facebook~

But at first.It was harmless people getting to know each other.

Nothing more.Nothing less.

Then.we begin to be considered friends with each other.

And somehow.

After the random teasing of Pilot[A friend of my ex as well] *hides under bed*

I started to like him more than friends.

At first,I was like. "No.That can't be.We're just goofing around."

But,a few times later,  I was like "Err...Maybe?This is confusing.... T.T"

How cute am I falling from a guy to another?  *duck face*

That's how we met to be short and simple.

I don't really remember quite clearly  but I know it was through Facebook.

Next, a little something about Mr.Rainbow.

His real name is ....... ..... ..... . Not gonna tell you! ^o^

But let's call him Mr.Rainbow shall we.

He's 17 and guess what.

He has a 14 year old sister at MY school.

Wonderful and grand isn't it? *slaps face*

He loves to ride his motorcycle with his now beloved helmet 

:3

But of course.Boys will be boys.

During one of their school camp,he fell into a pond and got his head cut.

T.T that guy really needs a personal doctor with his recklessness.

Of course.I was his but only through text messages.

But it seemed to help as well.Hehehehe *happy dance*

Oh,BTW.

He got 98 for his LK paper in trial SPM.

Smart right?Don't say it aloud.Ssshhh... 

We don't want his head to increase in size.

Nice :)

Well now.

The next thing I know about him and the latest.

This is the one thing that broke my heart into microscopic pieces.

He is engaged.

Well just got engaged last Saturday.

To whom,I don't know.

The fact is that he's engaged *cries a river*

How shattered was I.You can't imagine.

I wanted to be happy for him but I just can't fake it perfectly.

Does he even love his fiancee?

Okay.I better stop before my tears cover my notebook.

There will be more post about him.

But later,okay.

See you later~ Night! 

BTW,this picture above was taken by him when we were skyping for the first time!

Damn.I look so sleepy -.- 

How 'adorable' you are , Mr.Rainbow.

Love you :* xoxo

Carnival

Hey Lovely Blog.
I miss you so much but I've been busy,lazy and procrastinating to update you.
Sorry -.-

Well.
This is going to be a simple and short post.
But,I'm warning you right now.
After this post.Another one's coming.
And it'll be longer than you expect.

Well,recently.
The SKK Carnival was held at Semenza's field.
The carnival was not bad.Really fun actually.
Well,I took part in S.I.R [again Grr...]
Alhamdulillah,got second *happy dance*

Well,before that.
I had help the school to set up the displays at our school's booth.
Not bad I do say so myself.
But oh well.
Though our booth didn't get the prettiest or whatever booth.
Ours was one of the most visited cause of the awesomeness radiating from the booth!
xD
Such lies.What is wrong with me tonight?!
No.We had a lot of fun activities,people were interested.
So yea.

Ok.
I  met mr.rainbow that day as well.
Who is mr.rainbow you might ask.
I'll tell you that later bloggie ;)
See you later.
:* xoxo

Alex Clare - Too Close Lyrics

Rawr.Baby.Rawr

Hey fellow bloggers of the universe.
Watcha doing? :)
I feel like posting a little of what I wanna tonight.
Bored since tomorrow I ain't going to school,hehehe :3
What?!No one will be in class anyway.
They're all going to Kemahang.I'm not.
Not that well.I don't wanna burden my host parents.

Well,Alhamdulillah.
Day by day I'm much more at ease with myself.
Faris,I still love you.
But I'm better off right now.
Happy and content.

Well,I have a fake relay with a guy friend of mine.
First time I ever had a fake relationship.
It feels weird and yet right.
I don't love him but I like him as a friend for now.
It's mutual for us.
No heart break.Just fun and simple relationship.

Ok.
Getting sleepy.
Night night everyone.
See ya :*

:'(

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  June 25

  Faris Zharfan

  • haha, bye syg. I love you.
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  June 25

  Fatimah Irdina Kamelia

  • bye2 syg.. I Love You too 
    
    
    
    
    Oh my...
    Why are you so close to my heart Faris?
    I can't do this.
    I can't.
    
    
    I can't look at you anymore without crying.
    I can't speak to you anymore without sobbing.
    I can't think of you anymore without making me insane.
    I can't love you anymore without breaking my heart.
    
    
    I can't delete you out of my heart,mind and soul.
    
    
    You...you broke me Faris.
    Just like Boboi,my first love,once did.
    
    
    But this time,its a thousand times worst.
    Cause I started to believe in love again when...
    you broke all that away for me.
    
    
    :'( 
    
    
    I'm not strong Arif.I'm sorry.
    
    
    
    
    

Bye Sayang.Hahaha

See you later,Alligator.I'm better off without you.

Alhamdulillah.

I'm finally free from the long awaited answer.

I didn't care you said no.

I care that I'm free of being stuck to you by one answer.

Now,you're nothing more than friends to me :)

It's been a long restless nights because of you.

Some sickening drama and heart break.

But right now,

I'm so grateful to Allah SWT.

I'm finally free to be sexy,free and single! hahaha xD

Oh old posts.I meant what I said.

But right now,All of that can go rot.

I have a new life and perspective.

Don't judge me by my past.I don't leave there anymore.

So,here goes new life without your shrubs in my mind.

I loved you.Now I just... I just know you as a friend.That's all.

No need for the dramas anymore for me.

You're pathetic that time you know.

Only when my friend help,you gave me an answer.

Was it so hard to answer to me right away?

It's sickening somehow. 

I adored you once.Not now.

I cared for you so much.Now you can find someone else.

I'm cute,free and single :3

No need for the sexy.hehehe.

That's all.

See ya, Seattle! 

O.O

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